Disconnect, numb - bewilderment, they want me subdued, Nothing explained

It’s OK not to be OK, you don’t always need to hide your pain, Tolerate It - inspired spoken word

Poetry aloud

Her body and soul reacted, naturally

When I touch the glass The streak marks, on me you pass, then past poetries, Long Live! Why am I a surprise? How do I first seem? What’s me

Different spaces in my life, no flow, don’t make me drop it, won’t let go, would’ve, should’ve raw

Hole inside, trying to use something outside of yourself to fix, doubting my ability and worth, ADHD adult diagnosis, validation

misogyny, sexism, ADHD

Pretty sunsets, the melody, Tarastar poetry, reflection, feeling like ‘me’, self-judgement, shame

poetry randoms, made it awkward

writing process

sole placed, thoughtfully down, on concrete, hard stone, slow steps forward, to be introduced to my home, dissociation, a body not owned,

My body's saying this is real, You can't avoid it... Triggers, dissociation, mental health poem, denial, pain, physical mental connection,

poem on brain feeling fuzzy poem on consent mh poem, anxiety, writing, numb Tara

Poem on denial