Woven into me Like rib indentations in my chest You see them pulsing and they disappear, into the chest wall Without needing releasing...

Want to distance myself, don’t remember, doesn’t feel like me Tara blog

links and literal responses, Tarastar, writing

I remember hearing two friends of friends, who I hadn’t known for very long, chatting about me. One said ‘Tara always seems so happy to...

fluctuations and lack of feelings. discomfort in the body. ‘Should’. defence mechanisms

TTPD. The Manuscript - How likely that I could have future fertility issues due to your lies? How foolish that I ‘trusted’ you

imprinted on me

How does it look to everyone else? How does it feel inside, to you?

Just because you say so, surfing, light-hearted words

poetics, abstract .. I wish you peace, love, joy and happiness but please let that be a couple of steps further away from me So, that I’m...

All the different sides of me

Sometimes I’m just really disappointed and disheartened with the world The people that feel like good people Where are they? The ones...

I had Love letters, notes to each other written in my phone possible .. tarastarpoetry.medium.com

Writer’s paradise I need a snug .. I need a peaceful haven Like a treehouse With time Romanticise the heck out of my life I need these...

Once I’m with the Wizard

wanting to raise awareness, not doing it shame, self-blame, definitions blog years old ideas

To attach.

Keeping my ego ‘in check A confused ego / trying to build self-worth Delusions of grandeur to deny my needs and the fact that I need to

poetry if you scroll down, New Year

Making life come alive, patterns and self-blame