In a way, wishing things ‘could’ be different, conversations

All the different sides of me

wanting to raise awareness, not doing it shame, self-blame, definitions blog years old ideas

Keeping my ego ‘in check A confused ego / trying to build self-worth Delusions of grandeur to deny my needs and the fact that I need to

little words

on writing, ADHD

The portion of the therapy I pay for where I talk about how unseen I felt and how I was perceived as ‘too much’ Loosing and replacing...

Re-inserting my card numbers into accounts online after losing my bank card. ADHD (and tiredness) The delay of waiting for a new...

wall to climb, relief, grief over what could have been

Factors I considered I would smile, had an ‘expressive’ face and was viewed as ‘excitable’. I’d been told to ‘ Calm down ’, which led to...

Clearing but grey, cloudy The filter Pulled right out Framing, re-arranging.. the sun ☀️ Engage (Speak it OUT) .. Smudgy, smeared...

Making someone think or feel Maybe, I hope? (doing it for me) poetry journal tara star writing about everything - and nothing

poetic thoughts, came from a lyric

The cheat sheet - bread and soup Tarastar

soothe,

Quick thought..

The concept of truth is a huge one in my life. Truth and lies.

I feel uneasy

Trying to remind, or convince, myself in 2020

What it’s like when your family don’t seem to read feelings in others very well, or have the levels of empathy that you do They care in...