Crash and burn, When did I become, not good enough, for your world? society built for neurotypical Tara star poem neurodivergent writer

During the pandemic, I was re-reminded why I needed an ADHD assessment Tara, I’m ‘too much’ How I knew

A question? Bewilderment, ADHD and negative messages received, society, diagnosed as adult

a maze of feelings, a myriad of my dealings - with you

They are not even in ‘work mode’

intense thinking, heavy on heart, reasonable, justified, I care, nervous system

The children are the wise ones, weight on my chest, boulder, ADHD and trauma writing

hurting your own heart by regurgitating what you were led to believe, you are the problem, be kind to little me, Tara star poetry,